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06 March 2008

wow, I have had an absolutely terrible few months. I was doing soo great.. from September until mid December I lost a ton of weigh,i was jogging and eating right. The Christmas holidays came, I got back into the habit of eating out with friends and big dinners and I was lost. It's like I am a complete addict to food, when I loose focus I can't just have a bad day and continue on I throw myself under the us and it's a full blown disaster. I can't figure out why I'm like this. It's now almost 3 months later, I;m closer to my trip to Greece and I'm 15lbs heavier. I feel so completey discouraged and depressed. I don't understand. I ahte the way I look. I can't handle looking in a mirror even, yet I chose food instead.

wahts worse is I ahve been really really sick, I ahve ultrasounds this week. I've been sleeping none stop and my lower back is killing me. I haven't had energy to even get through my day, little lone workout or jog.
I"m feeling completely deflated. I was too afraid to look at the scale until now. I guess i'm happy it's only 15lbs and i'm not back at 265. that would have really put my over the edge. I've been eating a bit healthier these last few days and hoping to find some bit of strength to pull through and succeed. I am not so confident.
Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
111.1 kg 4.1 kg 36.3 kg Poorly
   Add Comment Gaining 0.6 kg a Week

14 December 2007

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
104.3 kg 10.9 kg 29.5 kg Reasonably Well
   (5 comments) Losing 7.4 kg a Week

11 December 2007

Ok I just went from elated to sad... Yesturday I went jogging when I wasn't feeling up to it, and I ended up pushing myself like never before. I normal can only jog for about one street and then need to walk before starting again. Well last night I pushed myself and was able to jog around my whole block, all four sides, without stopping or walking... and still jogged quite a bit after that. I was really impressed with myself. Not sure if I'm building stamina or if it's just easier to jog with 18lbs less body fat.
To top off yesturday I got on the scale and was at 235lbs. Down one pound, which i was super impressed with too because I've just started my period and we all know that does bad things for any girl.

Ok so now the sad part... :( Just stepped on the scale thinking, "man yesturdays jog will really help.. hope i'm down something!" and to my surprise and dismay i'm now 237.8 lbs :(
Could just be water retention but this is the first time in my weight loss challenge that the scale won. :(

11 December 2007

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
107.5 kg 7.7 kg 32.7 kg Reasonably Well
   (2 comments) Gaining 1.6 kg a Week

09 December 2007

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
107.0 kg 8.2 kg 32.2 kg Poorly
   (2 comments) Losing 0.9 kg a Week


CallmeKexy's Weight History


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