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Taking a furo today...ate sushi at Unami last night and then a huge bowl of ice cream. Otherwise, just a yogurt smoothie at home all day, while I worked SO HARD on the house before the appraiser came at 4:14. Gotta get miso paste to make soup for my stomach's sake. Gotta become a runner, not just Pilates. Running seems to be the best option for me...something I might learn to enjoy. Danny's tinnitus is driving us both crazy. Please, Lord, help us to heal...my watery eyes are SO bad all the time, with and without makeup...my stomach issues are barely better after last month's colonoscopy, and probiotics and a med that Dr. Raoufi gave me, Linzess(sp?) makes me go Number Two wonderfully. So I think my IBS is better. I found a sealed "letter to self" in Danny's nightstand drawer while looking for his hearing aid batteries or something...a handwritten "lecture" to me about how HE has ALWAYS had equal partnership/ownership in this house...showing that strong animosity he showed me at the Diplomat Apts. in summer 2015 calling me a 'f'ing greedy bitch' twice. I choose to forgive, but it did reveal a very unloving, hateful attitude. Sometimes I wonder if he deliberately married me so he could have this house for Jessica. Maybe even Irene was in on that agenda and maybe she encouraged him to push for that. I don't know. I just know I'm stressed and anxious all the time, with bitterness in my soul towards him. Dear Jesus.
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62.5 kg
Lost so far: 7.3 kg.
Still to go: 5.8 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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View Diet Calendar, 07 January 2017:
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90 kcal
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Fat: 3.00g | Prot: 0.00g | Carbs: 18.00g.
Breakfast: International Delight Simply Pure Caramel Creamer. more...
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Gaining 1.3 kg a Week
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