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28 October 2017

I believe I hit an all time low with my self confidence. I searched on Pinterest "how to pose for plus size photography" I just hit 150# I am used to being less than 105# and I just don't know how to self love anymore, I'm pretty short, never been muscular, always been healthy and fit before PTSD hit 3 years ago. I have family here from France and family coming up from Laguna Hills, CA to spend the weekend... I am literally dreading photos or the idea of them... I have tried on all my clothes to see which ones hide my weight the best... I truly wish I could just love me. I do. I just want to roll in a ball and cry. (I am also an ex over worker outer, I don't know the term for it, as a teen I ditched school A LOT to work out at the gym, so healthy body image post children is still a daily works)

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