Abrianna's Journal

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04 April 2008

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
85.1 kg 9.7 kg 23.9 kg Reasonably Well
   Add Comment Losing 1.1 kg a Week

03 April 2008

It's been a while since I have recorded a journal. Journal entries are one of the things that keep me motivated and I don't want my motivation to drop one bit. Spring Break was not as bad as I thought it would be. After skipping a WW meeting and then attending the next week I found that I had actually maintained! It was a bit of a set back, but I am choosing to be positive about it.
Another week has passed and I will be weighing in tomorrow. I am excited to see the results, even if they are not what I am expecting. Progress is progress, no matter how small!
My fiance's sister is getting married in August and I am a bridesmaid. In December all of the bridesmaids went shopping to get some ideas for dresses--it was really a neat way to get to know the other girls. Anyway, I tried on a couple of dresses and was so mortified at the site of myslef that I did not come out of the dressing room...I blamed it on the worng size. Now, I will be going shopping to buy a dress at the end of May and I am really excited to see what it will look like!! I don't think I will even know what my size will be! Something to look forward to and to keep me motivated and focused!!

28 March 2008

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
86.2 kg 8.6 kg 24.9 kg Poorly
   Add Comment steady weight

25 March 2008

Okay, so I skipped out on a meeting last week. I went home the weekend before St. Patty's day and drank and ate A LOT! I basically threw all cares to the wind. I made a tracker that would put me at my goal weight by the end of August, however I believe that has been pushed back until September. No worries, though. I got back into the swing of things this week. I went to work out last night (something I haven't done in about a week) and have been keeping track of my points again.
In all honesty, I have to admit that the reason that I skipped last weeks meeting and weigh in is because I knew that I would have gained. I am truly a visual learner and a perfectionist at heart and this website and its weight history diagrams and all of the loving support that others give freely are the main factors in what has been pushing me to keep going and to keep pushing myself. If I had weighed in last week I could not have bared to see my chart go up. It may be cheating and it may be inaccurate, but I didn't want to lose motivation.
As I write this journal, I realize that it is at this point, it is when I gain that I start to lose confidence. I begin to think I am failing myself. It has been a trend, the last two times that I attempted wieght watchers I quit the moment I gained. It is all or nothing for me....and that is not good. How do I change this type of mentality? I know that somewhere under all of my complicated psychological layers there is a strong woman waiting to break out. How do I let her out?

14 March 2008

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
86.2 kg 8.6 kg 24.9 kg Reasonably Well
   (2 comments) Losing 0.9 kg a Week


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