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22 December 2011

21 December 2011

I'm down another 1.4 pounds today. If I can keep this up, my weigh in should be really good on Monday. That's almost 3 pounds in two days. It's amazing how much easier it is to drop the weight now that I'm not living with my in-laws anymore. I think it's just a whole level of stress that doesn't exist anymore. The power that depression has over our physical bodies is AMAZING. Now I need to learn to start exercising again. That's never been a strong point for me!

My husband and I had a really long talk yesterday. We need to make some serious changes, but the good news is that we both agree and want the changes. It's too hard when it's just one person fighting to make a relationship work. It's a losing battle. I really hope we can both stay on the same page this time. Neither of us is right. Neither of us is wrong. We've just both strayed to different places in life, and we need to learn to come together again. We were happy once. We can be happy again.

20 December 2011

My eating was fairly good yesterday. I managed to keep it clean after breakfast which was a fiasco. I'm down 1.4 pounds today, but I'm trying to make Mondays my official weigh in days. We'll see where I am in 6 days.

My husband and I are on the rocks again. It seems like we find ourselves here every few weeks. I wish there were a do-over button for us. We've both made some pretty incredible mistakes in regards to the other. It's so hard to move past the hurt. It seems to keep us locked in place.

If we can't start over, then I'm not sure we have much of a future. It hurts to even think that, but I'm trying to be honest with myself. It's time to let bygones be bygones..

The past is unchangable. I've been hurt. He's been hurt. We have a son to raise together. We need to figure out a way to either be us again or at least be friends again.

19 December 2011

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
143.8 kg 4.1 kg 53.1 kg Not Applicable
   Add Comment Losing 1.4 kg a Week

19 December 2011

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
143.8 kg 4.1 kg 53.1 kg Not Applicable
   Add Comment Losing 1.4 kg a Week


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