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WANTED: Different body and better attitude
If it were only that easy. Ever since the birth of my second child I havn;t been the same. I'm depressed, frusterated, unmotivated, and tired all the time. I find it very hard to be nice to people and be the talkative bubbly person I once was. Emotional eating has consumed me and the 18 pounds I lost since I first joined are right back on. I can't stomach weighing myself today so I will do so tommarow morning. We are leaving on vacation (not that still having your two very young children with you counts as one) and preparation gets my husband and I alittle stressed so emotions run high right now. At a time when I should be turning from food to soothe me I find my self first of all pre-menstral and second of all craving foods due to stress. All will to get on right path has disappeared with my personality. I feel I AM JUST A FAT NOBODY . . . A HAS-BEEN. I used to be fun. I used to be hot. Now, I'm just another fat, unhappy, house wife. I don't know how to ask for help or even whom to seek help from. All I know is that I miss the old me and am having trouble moving in the right direction.
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