XPrettyXFaceX's Journal, 30 Jan 12

I haven't recorded my food in a few days. Bad me. My eating has been.. OKAY. I started my blech TOTM yesterday, but it's been coming for like 3 days.

I'm still all over the place in my personal life. J and I continue to have sex which is so weird. (That's the bad thing I did last Friday, FYI.) It's amazing though... not all, "I love you and wanna hold you forever kind of sex" but "I want your body and will explore every inch of it kind of sex". It's not confusing me, but it's definitely distracting me from doing what I need to do! He fell asleep in bed with me like Thursday night. He hasn't done that in like 2 months. I remember waking up and looking at him thinking, "Who the hell invited you to sleep in the bed?" lol.. It was awful, but it helped me to realize that the feelings of being in love with him really aren't there, sadly. I'm getting to a point where moving on is inevitable.

On the plus side, the extra workouts are great!

I'm fairly sure I've gained this week because of my TOTM, but I'll weigh in anyway a little later.

View Diet Calendar, 30 January 2012:
1158 kcal Fat: 33.08g | Prot: 95.37g | Carbs: 117.48g.   Lunch: Dickey's barbecue yeast roll, Dickey's Barbecue green beans with bacon,  fried okra, Dickey's barbecue smoked turkey. Dinner: table salt, frozen green beans, fire roasted tomatoes, mushrooms, milk, bow tie pasta, Tyson boneless skinless chicken breast, Campbell's cheddar cheese condensed soup, campbell's cream of mushroom 98% fat free. more...
4305 kcal Exercise: Standing - 1 hour, Sitting - 6 hours, Desk Work - 1 hour, Driving - 1 hour, Stretching (yoga) - 5 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 6 hours and 25 minutes, Circuit Training - 30 minutes. more...

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Relationships can be so crazy sometimes. Hope things get figured out. Hope you have a great day today.  
30 Jan 12 by member: wichitaks
You gotta do what you gotta do..for you...You will figure this out..but in the mean time I am so happy your doing great with your workouts...keep it up...:O) 
30 Jan 12 by member: BHA
Wow. I imagine that IS confusing. Oh Pretty, you deserve such good things. I hope they come your way soon. 
30 Jan 12 by member: Helewis
Go you Pretty - it is tough for us girls to disconnect from the emotional connection that sex brings - as long as it is on your terms I say go for it!! 
31 Jan 12 by member: triaby
Pretty, I am sorry that this is such a trying time for you. I can't tell you what is right for you, but protect yourself my friend...both your heart and your body...remember you are sleeping with everyone he is sleeping with. That can be terribly dangerous these days...not like when I was young and wild! lol Hope you have a great day! 
31 Jan 12 by member: ctlss

     
 

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