HellBentVet's Journal, 01 Jan 17

The Search for Home

If I could live anywhere, anywhere at all
I wonder indeed, where I would choose my fall
I loved Germany, the renaissance of Dresden
The rehearsed lore of Trier, you just have to see it
Yet the industrial tirades of Frankfurt
took my breath away, for all the wrong reasons
Very close, still, no home for me
Then there was Panama
Puerto Bello so perfect, but unfitting all the same
Home of the locally famous "black Jesus"
The expansive canal left my affection in awe
My tinkering skills, voided by this monstrous beast
From the oh so proudly defiant White Cliffs of Dover
To the noble monarchy swag of London
Past the lonesome ghosts of Wake Island
Then circling Penang in a Blink on a moped
Riding a rickety rickshaw in Thailand
The Sake of Japan made me feel green
To the daunting hotels of ultra clean Singapore
I did grow up under the treasuring skies of Montana,
I wonder if .. Just maybe
Mountains beyond majestic, rise higher than eagles dare fly
Clear lakes so deep they take your mind away, could it be
Sadly no, not home anymore, see mom, she passed away, years ago
my heart swears it was yesterday, the pain so real, unmerciful
Her ashes I placed in reverence, along a friendly cliff
Beside the sea, a Lighthouse to comfort her evenings
Here in Oregon, about thirty miles from me, a short drive
She would have liked the spot..
I miss her, I hope she misses and remembers me, her boy
I salute, say I love you mom as I pass by
Then shortly after wipe the burning tears from my eyes.
We move on...
we have too.
So considering it all right now, this moment
The places I have seen, and lucky to have traveled
I found my home again, in the memories birthed in this poem
... and this is where I need to be

© HellBentVet 1/1/2017

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Thank you for sharing that ... I traveled with you. Sorry to hear you lost your mom. Hugs! 
01 Jan 17 by member: Mom2Boxers
Thanks @Momma of 2 Boxers and I brit :)  
02 Jan 17 by member: HellBentVet
very nice ...thanks for sharing your visions of places/senses from around the world. I hope you will continue your weight loss journey with us here because after a while it can feel like home and family.  
02 Jan 17 by member: Sarah1950
@sarah1950, thanks it does feel like home and you mentions so made me put inside the one I wrote today, so thanks again 
02 Jan 17 by member: HellBentVet
Hello. I live in Montana now, the last 23 years. love it. i too have traveled and be beguiled by many places. your poetry is absolutely MOVING! 
02 Jan 17 by member: iulani
@Lulani Where in Montana? Thanks for your words. 
02 Jan 17 by member: HellBentVet
I HAVE LIVED IN NC ALL MY LIFE. VISIT KEY WEST FLORIDA WHEN I CAN, IF I EVER MOVED IT WOULD BE TO KEY WEST. YOUR POETRY WAS HEARTFELT. 
02 Jan 17 by member: GINNY HIPPS HIPPS
I live in Helena. We moved here from Hawaii. Born and raised in Illinois. Many folks ask, why we moved from Hawaii to Montana...They don't call it the "last best place"... for nothing...it is beautiful here and I felt like a pioneer in respect to gardening and landscaping and just livin the dream of owning a little piece of land and growing some food and growing our family. It has been very fulfilling, the winters can be tough, but they are few and far between....Have a great day! 
03 Jan 17 by member: iulani
nice, I have a great story about something that happened to me once as a kid in the big town of Clancy... if it is still there. I will have to write something about it. 
03 Jan 17 by member: HellBentVet
Looking forward to it!!! 
04 Jan 17 by member: iulani
Beautiful. Thanks for sharing. I not a traveler but I did take a beautiful trip as I read your poem. Thank you for sharing. 
04 Jan 17 by member: Kimberly Dawn 65
Oh I am not a traveler really, just Army and work related I have never traveled or had a vacation romp in my life. Wish that I had. @Kimberly dawn and yes you have a poetic name, nice 
05 Jan 17 by member: HellBentVet

     
 

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