TaniaMarie's Journal, 28 Sep 11

I've fallen and I got back up AGAIN.

Today I figured I'd write after mulling whether I should or not. I was sitting with my sister the other day talking about our "junk in our trunks" and came to realize that my nemesis are food that start with "C".

Cookies
Cake
Chocolate - my favorite
Chips

We jokingly said we'd eliminate all foods starting with "C". Is this possible? lol

Food is my Friend. Always there for me. I LOVE FOOD!!!

Food for me is like alcohol to an alcoholic.. SO GOOOOOD at the time but filled with so much remorse the morning after. I have actually had "food hangovers" I can single handedly eat enough chocolate in one sitting to make anyone blush. And have had MANY food hangovers.

I have eaten full out bags of cookies BY MYSELF! I've even hid food from the kids so they wouldn't eat my yummies. I'm so ashamed.

Ever fight for a chocolate bar with a 6 yr old? That's when you KNOW you've hit rock bottom. This happened to me last Sunday when Yasmine and I had an argument over my hidden Coffee Crisp bar she found in the cupboard!!! She wanted it but it was MINE!!! I ended up having to share And was NOT happy about it! and this is when I said HOLY F@#$ Enough is enough. This is getting out of hand!

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2499 kcal

Fat: 92.93g | Prot: 109.70g | Carbs: 326.13g.   Breakfast: grapes, astro zero vanilla, milk, special k cereal. Lunch: fat free Kraft Italien, salad, Maple Leaf Turkey. Dinner: Kraft Peanut Butter, bread. Snacks/Other: Party Pizza, Greco Garlic, mille feuille, Rice Cakes Original. more...

3079 kcal

Exercise: Housework - 45 minutes, Desk Work - 6 hours, Walking (exercise) - 5.5/kph - 20 minutes, Resting - 10 hours and 25 minutes, Sleeping - 6 hours and 30 minutes. more...