SelinaMinus60's Journal, 22 Sep 09

Honestly there is a part of me that wishes I wasnt so damn dependent and could be single for longer than a week... I bounce from relationship to relationship.... I can be in a relationship for a year which is my shortest and then two weeks after the girl moves out I can have another girl moving in... I really wish I could handle being on my own because I miss it. 

I used to be like that and then it all changed ive now been single for almost a year and i hate it :( 

Well you must just have a lot of stupid guys around your area.. :) 

mmm it seems like the ones i tend to like would much rather just get reallly stoned :/ 

For now it may help to focus on your holiday and the fun you'll soon be having. The right guy will find you eventually. MarkieG is right... must be a lot of stupid guys in your area. 

Thanks guys I'm going to definitely try and just concentrate on the holiday be positive :P 

yay! tell us more of your vacation, silly girls... don't waste your thoughts on what could be just enjoy your days, love happens when you are not looking (mostly lol)  

leaving for SoCal on Saturday morning spending a week there with my best friend Rachel, im planning on getting a bit of a tan and going to see as many things as possible. then its off to canada for a few days to go to a couple of birthday parties (one is a fancy dress party so i was thinking french maid ;P )and then the next few days its back to seattle to spend a couple of days with my amazing relatives before its back down to spend the last week in SoCal again where i plan to get a tattooo and to see finch and mae!!!!! 

You can have a Cullen in several days if you are patient, right??? ;-) 

wow! what a vacation, loads of traveling! enjoy it  

twilight my friend told me we might not be able to go to forks :( but im going to keep working on her ;) thanks cindy i shall try and take lots of photos for an epic journal when i get back :) 

yay! :D 

2 days now!!!! Stop the self pity. It doesn't attract good attention. : ) You're gorgeous. Don't ever forget that! 

ONE DAY LEFT! I hope you have a great flight and all around great trip! :) I want to see a big ol' journal entry when you get back, and LOTS OF PICTURES!!!! Have fun!!!