SelinaMinus60's Journal, 01 Sep 09

Awwww I love new crushes! What a great feeling. I hope you feel better (physically) soon. Is it your IBS? Mine has been unusually calm since I started that Activia yogurt stuff again. :o) Food for thought.  

No crush :( things changed rubishness :P yeah my IBS has been all over the place which is sucky :( 

F boys! I hate how things are always so up and down with them. "Hot and Cold" by Katie Perry is so true! I love that song. I hope you start to feel better! 

Yeah F boys..... wait I am a boy... ok I take that back... not all of us are bad... just most.. :) 

I hate being an a******e by association. :( 

hehe yeah F them laura! but actually this was me changing my mind. i was too desperate to be loved so as soon as someone was nice to me i jumped on it but now i realised i cant settle i have to find someone i want to be with! aww Markie and Divided don't worry everyone knows you guys aren't d*cks! x 

Selina, I can relate to that feeling I am a man who hates to be alone so I tend to jump from relationship to relationship. I am the king of the long term doomed relationship. My relationships usually last at least 2 years and then the girl ends up leaving and then two weeks later I just right into another relationship... not healthy to say the least...  

I've never had a relationship longer than a year and a half but i do i tend to just jump from one to another its a security thing i like that feeling of always having someone there for me 

Selina, I know the feeling I am also quick to move the girl into my place.... I dont like to sleep alone... but then I end up feeling responsible for them because the usually dont have anywhere else to go once they move in and I am not going to throw anyone out on the street.. Hence why it is always them leaving me. 

ah yeah thats not good :/ luckily i haven't got to the point of living with anyone else yet. I think its even harder for me because i am still desperately in love with my ex so no one can live up to his standards :(