rbanhatti's Journal, 21 Nov 22

Oh God. You just never know what life is going to throw at you. Last month my dad went into the hospital and I had to put my life on hold and rush to England. Unfortunately, after an agonising few days of limbo, not knowing which way it would go, he passed away. I feel like my whole world has been shaken up. Have spent the last 3 weeks with my mum and brother, and now it's time to gradually get back into "normal" life. Though at the moment it feels like that's impossible - I don't think life will ever feel "normal" again. I can't believe he's really gone, and I miss him so much.
91.5 kg Lost so far: 0 kg.    Still to go: 21.5 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.

View Diet Calendar, 21 November 2022:
1494 kcal Fat: 45.08g | Prot: 61.56g | Carbs: 212.13g.   Breakfast: Sproud Plant Based Milk - Unsweetened, Kellogg's Special K. Lunch: Neal's Yard Wasabi Peas, Carrots (without Salt, Drained, Cooked, Boiled), Cauliflower, Broccoli, Moving Mountains Plant-Based Hot Dogs, White Rice (Short-Grain). Dinner: Broccoli, Green Peas (Frozen), Jus-Rol Filo Pastry, Dry Cheese Sauce Mix, Tesco Finest Fish Pie Mix. Snacks/Other: Waitrose Sweet & Salty Popcorn, Walkers Cheese & Onion Crisps (25g), Horlicks Traditional, Sproud Plant Based Milk - Unsweetened. more...
2075 kcal Exercise: Sleeping - 23 hours and 59 minutes, Resting - 1 minute. more...
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I’m so sorry to hear this 😢 sending love and hugs to u and your family x 
21 Nov 22 by member: Emma Devlin Young
My deepest condolences!! 
21 Nov 22 by member: wifey9707
Sorry to hear this. It is one of the hardest things losing someone close to you and give yourself time to heal from the pain..  
21 Nov 22 by member: Cher_loved
sorry to here that your pain will ease over time that's for sure  
21 Nov 22 by member: starlanc
Pls don’t be hard on yourself my deepest condolences such a hard thing to lose one’s father My heart goes out to you in this sad & challenging time take time to heal xxxx 
21 Nov 22 by member: Nadia Awni
sorry for your loss, it's so difficult losing a parent but life will get back to normal eventually u just gotta ride the pain out tho it never leaves u completely. hang in there lovely xx 
21 Nov 22 by member: Addison5712
You learn to live with the loss, sending lots of love to u xx 
21 Nov 22 by member: heatherboardman
Sorry for your loss x 
22 Nov 22 by member: HussyV
Please be kind to yourself and give yourself the time needed to move through your stages of grief successfully. He's still with you and always will be 💖 Condolences 🙏  
22 Nov 22 by member: shelley181280
Thanks everyone for your lovely messages, it means a lot.  
24 Nov 22 by member: rbanhatti

     
 

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