ChelliBelli's Journal, 15 May 09

Help. HELP!

WHAT is wrong with me!?

This has been my first week of weight watchers, and only ONE day did I actually track my points. Then last night dh came home with food from work and I sat and chowed down on chips and deli sandwiches, AFTER I had already eaten my dinner AND frozen yogurt for dessert. :-(

This morning I have a "Muffins for Moms" tea at my son's preschool. I SQUEEZED on a pair of my FAT jeans (jeans that I just bought about 2 months ago so that at least I would have something that fit) and I can hardly breathe. I had to put on a baby-doll maternity-looking shirt to cover my stomach rolling over my jeans. It should be the "Mom's Muffin-Top" tea. ;-)

Really, this is so stupid. WHY am I letting this happen to me? Why can't I stick with this and shed the weight? I have never been this FAT before. Even a year ago, when I only weighed 10 lbs less than I do right now, I was still quite muscular and didn't look out of shape. Now I'm like a big pile of blubber. :-(

Okay, there goes my cry-baby rant. Time to really get my butt back on track. I am just so sad that I've let this happen to myself, and it seems like such a long road back to where I want to be! :(

-Michelle

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ok, calm down! we've all been in your situation before! first of all, do not deprive yourself. you can eat the foods you love and still track the points. also, start having smaller portions. you can have that deli sandwich, but have half. only eat when you're hungry, no need to scarf down any food if ur bored. you can do this, and just being on here shows us you can! :) 
15 May 09 by member: roxchick83

     
 

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