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I have been gone for over a year and a half.
I thought my weight was at an all time high, and now i weigh about 15 pounds more than I did then. I can't fit into a SINGLE piece of clothing that I own, so I've been hiding in sweats and big sweatshirts. (Which really doesn't work in May in Los Angeles!) I feel ugly, FAT, worn-out, frumpy, gross, depressed...the list goes on and on. I AM DONE.
I have all of the supplies to start fat flush. I was going to start on monday, and then it took me about 2 hours to fall off the wagon.
I am going to re-start tomorrow. I'm going to seriously need some support, because I've gotten into SUCH bad habits. I feel like a lazy slob. Ugh. I know I will feel a million times better after a Two week Phase One, and then I'll see if i want to continue or move on (with all of the TOTAL JUNK I've put into my body for the last year and a half, I will probably require the full 4 week detox.)
Tomorrow morning I will weigh in, and journal all of my food for tomorrow.
-Michelle
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