bgr12's Journal, 14 Jul 21

Tomorrow is my big day!! I can’t wait!!
It’s been a difficult few weeks.
In 2018 my eldest child, eldest daughter had been out of work quite awhile and finally got a government clerical job that had three shifts.
It was a 6 months temp job but if they were happy with her she had a chance at permanent employment. They were very strict about cell phones, so she begged us all not to call as her shift changed daily.
We saw Julie on Father’s Day. She looked fabulous. The picture of health.
On June 20th she went to the ER with stomach problems, but down played it to us.
On the 21st she went to a Urgent Care center near her apartment but again down played it as nothing much.
None of us heard from her, but with her job and the crazy shifts she had, and how fearful she was of receiving and calls or texts. Plus Julie had a habit of leaving her phone in her purse in the closet when she was home.
We never heard on Julie on her favorite Holiday, The Fourth of July. She never answered her door , and even though her car was there we thought perhaps she was visiting a neighbor.
Then on July 11th the day after her 37th birthday, we received a call from the police department telling us Julie was found unresponsive. I thought that meant she was on a coma. No she was gone.
So between Father’s Day and after my Julie’s Birthday , I tend to get a bit sad.
Please think good thoughts for me 1 o’clock tomorrow!! And Bless you all on your journeys!!👍

View Diet Calendar, 14 July 2021:
993 kcal Fat: 28.66g | Prot: 60.26g | Carbs: 134.12g.   Lunch: Strawberries , Cabot Nonfat Cottage Cheese, Mango. Dinner: Smucker's Sugar Free Orange Marmalade, Philadelphia Whipped Cream Cheese Spread, Nature's Own Whitewheat Bread, Land O'Lakes Sliced White American Cheese, All Whites 100% Liquid Egg Whites, Pictsweet Farms 3 Pepper and Onion Blend. Snacks/Other: BelGioioso Parmesan Cheese Cube, Pineapple. more...
1690 kcal Exercise: Walking - 30 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Oh my goodness. What a terrible experience for you. I'm so sorry for your loss. Anniversary reactions are very real. Be gentle with yourself.  
14 Jul 21 by member: liz-andra
I'm so very sorry for your loss. What a difficult ordeal. Anniversary periods are so hard to get through for the days leading up, the day of. Everything comes flooding back and you not only relive the events, but you also have the sadness of recognizing what you've lost & what you're missing. Be kind to yourself...your daughter would want that for you. 
14 Jul 21 by member: nascar4433
Oh my gosh. I am so sorry. Yes sending good thoughts for you! 
14 Jul 21 by member: Redgmm
So very sorry for your loss... we too received that call... our 43yr old son, while working put of town. My heart and prayers go out to you💔🙏🙏🙏 
14 Jul 21 by member: catwmncat
I'm so sorry for your loss 
14 Jul 21 by member: RN16
Bless you and your family prayers and hugs 
14 Jul 21 by member: mamamary68
Blessings go out to you and your family 🙏🏾 
14 Jul 21 by member: dae
I am so very sorry for the loss of your daughter. I can only imagine your pain and sorrow 
14 Jul 21 by member: Kenna Morton
So sorry for your loss 💔 the most heartbreaking thing to live with. 
14 Jul 21 by member: stocclan
Condolences Bgr, I understand sudden loss😪 and am lifting you in prayer my precious friend🙏🏽💕 
14 Jul 21 by member: Daughter of the_King
I am so sorry for your loss! That is so sad. 
14 Jul 21 by member: Beachcomber16
I’m so sorry. Big hugs to you 
14 Jul 21 by member: CarrieFo5
I'm so sorry for your heartbreak! Sending hugs!💜🙏 
14 Jul 21 by member: Diana 1234
Sending hugs & much love your way! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 
14 Jul 21 by member: MsV213
So sorry for your loss, sending prayers 🙏🙏🙏 
14 Jul 21 by member: cmj29
So sorry for your loss. My condolences to you & your family. 🙏 
15 Jul 21 by member: damablack13

     
 

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