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It's not new news but it hit me again today that i have super low self esteem, when it comes to me physically. I saw a bunch of pictures that were taken of me a an event yesterday and I'm sooooooo fat. I hated every single one of them and I'm so embarrassed that I look that way. I don't remember the last time I felt good about myself, but seeing myself in pictures just really reinforced what other people see me as. No wonder I don't get asked out.
Ugh...
I know self esteem doesn't come with weight loss but I am such a confident person, that when I see pictures of myself I'm shocked that that's what I see, because I don't feel like I look so fat. I truely believe that losing weight will just make me the person that I am, but on the outside too.
I can do this and it's for all the right reasons!
View Diet Calendar, 11 February 2011:
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1965 kcal
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Fat: 78.39g | Prot: 58.23g | Carbs: 225.32g.
Breakfast: coffee, splenda. Lunch: Wheat Thins Crackers - Fiber Selects Garden Vegetable, Jellied Cranberry Sauce, Hickory Smoked Deli Slices, Red Leaf Lettuce, Blues Bread, Veganaise. Dinner: Giblet Gravy, Sliced Soy Cheese - Cheddar Flavor, Gardein, 100% Whole Wheat Thinwiches, Mixed Salad Greens, Yumm Sauce, cant say its cheese, Corn Fritter, Pinot Gris (Grigio) Wine, Roasted Vegetables, Roasted Potato. Snacks/Other: Pocket Fruit-to-Go Stiks. more...
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2801 kcal
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Exercise:
Desk Work - 8 hours and 45 minutes, Resting - 7 hours and 15 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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i feel that way too girl...i feel like i hold back a lot being fat..becaue its not me and as confident as i really am....sometimes ....im smothered in my own..and i feel like ewwww ....and once i lose the weight i know ...i will just be a better me ..thats all we really want ..to portray who we really r on the outside... :) hang in there and keep up the wk outs and diets... u sound like u r ready for this :) go for it :)
11 Feb 11 by member: ThenaBaby
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Oh boy that sounds like me.......... I just die a little more inside every time I see photo's of what I've allowed myself to become. It's so sad that we feel this way. I know I'm a thin athletic healthy person inside and that person is only hiding, she's by no means gone forever.
So keep thinking about how great it will be to see the back side of the 200 lb zone on the scale and believe in yourself, you can do it if you work hard and really want it. You will feel better the healthier you eat and the more exercise you get the more energy you will have and you will start to see the positive changes.
6 weeks ago I couldn't get into the jeans I wore this time last year, today I'm wearing them and thinking I should go shopping for a smaller size real soon. So it doesn't take long to start seeing the benifits, just believe that those pictures are the last you will see of the old you and the real you is just around the corner.
Good luck to you. :-)
11 Feb 11 by member: Steph36
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Awwww, I hate to say that it feels good to know I'm not the only one, because its such a horrible way to feel, but thank you so much for your kind words! It's crazy how being fat totally changes life and how we look a it.
We can do this and the reward will be sooooooo amazing! Like you said, after the weightless we will just be the best us that we can be. Its like the missing puzzle piece. Thank you again! Keep me posted!
11 Feb 11 by member: morela12
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