jlharrelson's Journal, 08 Dec 08

Ok so I didn't get the journaling done that I had intended but I'm here now! I'm getting to the point where I am so disgusted w/ myself for not having the willpower to try to make my life better. I tell myself lies to make myself feel better about the way I look then when I can't fit into anything I could just cry. Or scream. I can honestly say that I am finding it increasingly difficult to find the support I need to get to the point where I so desperately need to be. PAIGE, I NEED YOU! :)