Multiplicity1's Journal, 02 Sep 10

Spent the evening with my sister in law and my nephews who all came to our apt. to say goodbye to our dog. Everyone spoiled Shadow. She had lots of good times with the boys. They were all crying when they left. It was hard. Last night about 2am my daughter was in our bedroom petting our dog and sobbing her heart out. I sat and held her and talked with her a long while and encouraged her to let her feelings out until she was calmed down enough to go to sleep. I couldn't sleep last night because of thinking about Shadow and maybe because of the pain medicine.
My foot is much better since I stayed off it almost all day but it doesn't take much at all to create lots of pain in that foot. I only took a pain pill once today and I'm hoping I won't need one tonight. I'm taking Os-Cal D to help with the healing process too. I was happy to get to do my abdominal exercises with Jillian today. I wanted to go swimming but things were too busy for me to go tonight. I really want to go tomorrow.
I did my spiritual readings, my rosary, my step work, 1/2 hr. of Spanish and 1/2 hr. of Italian today and I unloaded the dishwasher. I did not try to clean the house because of my foot. I read my AA morning meditation. I remembered to pray this morning. Hopefully I will remember to pray tonight again. I stopped my prosperity meditations so I have to start them over from the beginning. I need to begin regular meditation some time soon as a regular spiritual practice. But first I need to accomplish am/pm prayers every day. I have managed some meditation time after my spiritual reading time.
Our family doctor said she is waiting to hear what the neurologist finds out about MS as far as my husband is concerned. That is on Tuesday. My husband and daughter are off on Monday so we will try to take it easy after the stressful weekend.
I am praying for God to get us through this terrible time. Thank you for your prayers. Love, Andrea

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My heart aches for you. What a terrible decision to have to make and an awful thing to have to do. You are doing what is best for Shadow and Shadow will know that. I have a lump in my throat thinking about it. I will definitely keep you in my heart this week-end. Good luck and remember your FS family will be here for you.  
02 Sep 10 by member: sarahsmum
Sorry to hear about all the maladies Andrea. You're in my prayers and hope things turn around soon. Good luck and God bless. 
02 Sep 10 by member: goodgetnbetr
A loss of a pet is a heart wrenching time, and knowing it's for her own good doesn't seem to help at all. Remember the good times, and know that she will be waiting on the other side of the rainbow bridge for you to join her. I will be thinking of you on Saturday and will give Ramble an extra cuddle for you. 
03 Sep 10 by member: Ruby_Jewell
Hi Andrea: Sorry to hear about Shadow, from direct experience I know how hard that can be. Are you also making regular appointments with Dr. Sunshine and Dr. Fresh Air? I hope you feel better soon buddy. God Bless...  
03 Sep 10 by member: information
I'm so sorry to hear about your Shadow, I had a shadow and she died a horible death by eating posion that some horrible person put down. Several dogs and cats in area also died. Like ye we cried for ages. God Bless. Remember Shadow had a lucky lovely life with people who adored her. 
05 Sep 10 by member: Carmel8sons

     
 

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