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Day 9
No Checks yet.... Still working on it all... Just wanted to let everyone know that my home computer is down, so I won't be around until Thursday or Friday... :(
I'm using my work computer to post this and I just want to say I had a dream last night. Anyone who can translate dreams meanings let me know. I have never had a dream filled with so much anger. I was a nanny, or something like that to a rich family. The husband had mummbled under his breathe something about my weight. SO then I APOLOGIZED???? Then he just started calling me names, and mocking me. He was making noises when he was showing me how I sat down. ( I don't think any of this is true in real life BTW) Then he hit me!! So I hit him back, and I just kept pounding and pounding, and scratching and ripping his skin off. And it felt surprisingly GOOD! I basically killed him, I know, vulgar. But I felt so good about it! And I woke up this morning with a new lease on my weight loss journey. It was like I was battling my eveil side of my brain or something. I'm not sure. I'd like to hear other peoples takes on it...
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