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Back from Kansas City-- heading out tonight to Girl Scout camp with my youngest daughter. Still having a really rough time. At my meeting on Wednesday, I kept tearing up while I was trying to listen to the speakers, and everyone in the group that knows me came up to me and asked if I was okay. I am really not good at hiding my emotions. The hardest part is he won't talk to me-- he is reverting to his old habit of running from issues instead of facing them. He did tell me on Wednesday night that he doesn't want to 'work' on our relationship-- he doesn't want to go to counseling. So I am trying to wrap my mind around that and figure out how to go on without breaking down every time I think about him.
I am hoping that this weekend will be good for both my daughter and I. Should be pretty fun-- they have a zip line and a rock climbing wall as well as just the hiking, campfires, etc. Hopefully I can sleep for more than 4 hours, too.
Thanks everyone for all of your thoughts and prayers. I have even been praying. I need strength to get through this.
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Sorry to hear that Kat =( It's hard to wrap your head around it (or get closure and focus) if the other person isn't willing to talk. Stay strong, and try and enjoy the weekend with your daughter.
13 Jun 08 by member: Cheeks
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I'm so glad to hear that you are saying your prayers. Girl, it'll work out for the best. Just because he says he doesn't want to work on this, doesn't mean that it's 1. final and 2. a bad thing. 1. He could change his mind in time, maybe, 2. if he doesn't "want to work on things", then you deserve better. You're worth someone who will love you unconditionally and worship you for who you are. Yes, you are WORTHY of that! You are a child of God and he loves you and is there for you. You will get through this and the outcome will be good. Try to concentrate on having a great time with the girl scouts, you deserve to! I know this is hard, so very difficult. You have wonderful children that love and need you and you are surrounded by family and friends that love you too. "ME first!" Keep on going to the counselor and focus of the positive! You're doing really great! Keep up the hard work and get in a bubble bath or two! :) Loves n hugs! xoxo
13 Jun 08 by member: bullytrouble
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Have a wonderful time with your daughter. They are precious moments. I hope and pray that your other situation gets worked out soon.
13 Jun 08 by member: mbhpro
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My heart goes out to you right now.
15 Jun 08 by member: fraise
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I know it's hard. But I do believe that things will work for the best. Your husband will do 1 of 2 things: he'll talk or he won't. You can't control his actions. You can control yours, though. So be strong for your children, knowing that God has the perfect plan for you.
15 Jun 08 by member: babyweightbegone
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I hope you had a good weekend with your daughter. Was it fun? Did you do some challenging things? I'm sorry you are having to go through this hard time with your husband. It sounds like he is in the wrong and hiding something and knows he is wrong so he is not talking about it. Stay as strong as you can and know you are worthy of love and a wonderful woman and you his actions are his own. Somehow good will come of it, but right now it's hard to see it. We love you and want the best for you!!
15 Jun 08 by member: livelifefully
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