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I'm still obsessing about my friend stabbing me in the back. I am praying to get over the resentment but the feeling of betrayal is the hardest part to get over. She was the person I considered to be my best friend so it hurts to feel betrayed by her. I can't stop thinking about the incident. I was up until 5 am two nights in a row over this stuff. And yesterday I ate too many carbs because I was upset over it. I did OK today but I really want to binge. I know food won't make anything better but it is what I have always turned to in the past. I just want to be comforted. If I thought any good would come of it I would talk things over with my friend but I know she feels she is right in the situation and I feel I am. A mutual friend spoke to her and told me she feels just fine about what she did to me and why she did it. So there is no point discussing the situation. We just have completely opposite views of what she did. Because she has been my best friend and is an important part of my group and my meetings to have a falling out with her is extremely awkward. The group we go to is the best women's group in the city and now I don't know if I can continue to go there. She is a leader in the group and has several friends who will side with her in the controversy. I will probably be shut out of the group now. That could really hurt my recovery. This is one big screwed up mess.
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Fat: 78.54g | Prot: 29.24g | Carbs: 31.39g.
Breakfast: Splenda, Baking powder, Cinnamon, Egg, Butter, Flax seeds. Snacks/Other: Diet Dr. Pepper, Macadamia nuts. more...
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I don't know what recovery you're in but keep praying it works! You can find another home group and be ok. I just recently had to change home groups this year I was sick for over a month and missed the meetings and the home group members, at the monthly business meeting, took me off the roster! Not one of them, including my sponsor, called me to see if I was ok! I've tried going back to the meeting but it just brings up the hurt feelings all over again. Soooo I changed back to my old home group from years and years ago and am sponsor shopping. I found out on top of all that my sponsor had been talking behind my back bad mouthing me!
Hey Sh*t happens and we get over it! This too shall pass! Vent all you want here but what ever you do don't stop praying for her!
23 Jul 10 by member: Myree67
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I hope none of that happens, Andrea. Give people a chance, okay? They will hopefully not turn against you. Things could be awkward, but no need for it to be over in your group. Stay strong. You and your health and your family are WAY more important than some food that won't even comfort you. You KNOW how bad you'll feel immediately after eating it if you decide to try to comfort yourself with it, right? And where's the comfort in that! Don't let others control you and how you are doing and how you feel, okay? Head up, woman! Hugs to you...
23 Jul 10 by member: redwinelover
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If u need to talk I will give u my number
23 Jul 10 by member: ksln2002
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Gosh... that is terrible. :( I can relate to how you feel, I truly can. It really sucks, it's hard to function because all you think about is what has happened, what could happen, and so on. Is there another group you can go to? Hang in there, I'm positive one way or another it will work out.
23 Jul 10 by member: LadyAng
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Andrea,I'm so sorry that you are having to go through this trial. Try to focus on the positive aspects of your life. Don't let anyone come between you and your journey. You have a lot of people who care about you and your success. Take care.
23 Jul 10 by member: candyann
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Be strong Andrea, don't let these temporary emotional disturbances derail your journey to a healthier you.
24 Jul 10 by member: information
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Forgive, but be a wiser person next time! Praying for you to be free of this weight.
24 Jul 10 by member: kyleVA
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Thanks for your support everyone.
25 Jul 10 by member: Multiplicity1
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