I can understand missing the meetings, but you can get some positive support here.
I an also very sympathertic about the clothing thing, That can be a sticky thing for almost anyone. Even when I have had the resources to buy new clothes, it doesn't always feel right to buy new ones while am on the downward curve.
I have resorted to washing my jeans in Hot water a couple of times when I was not able to buy new clothes, but wanted a thinner fit. If you are a jeans person - maybe that could help.
When that doesn't work, I put on fresh makeup every morning - kind of perks me up.
Good luck, you have done very well so far.