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I keep trying to write a journal but i get distracted or emotional and stop and close the page but i thought i would give a little update. Im in the midst of coursework/exam week for Uni stressed up to my eyeballs,stress is literally pouring out of my ears but after may 10th my second year of University will be over i will be over half way done!! and the next stop is Bergen University, Norway in August (providing i pass :P ) I also have a new job at a clothing store called Next i am officially only contracted for 4 hours but so far i have worked much more than that so i should be pretty busy this summer standing up alll day :P.
now on the weightloss :/ it's pretty static at the moment i have good healthy days and bad stressed days and im currently floating around 185lb so not really gaining but not losing. with all the change and emotion going round at the moment im actually pleased that i havent gained like 10lbs! the good news is i have already signed up for a new gym in my hometown (where i shall be living over summer) its 1/4 of the price of my current gym annnd its open 24/7 which is good for my insomnia :) also i am meeting with a personal trainer on sunday (just to discuss possible programs as my mum was saying she would go halves on a ten week program for my birthday in 19 days!) My mum and sister and best friends have all gotten on board with my weightloss and are promising to help me, goade me, push me even physically force me to the gym if thats what it takes i have one goal at the moment which is to be a SIZE 14! by august its a huge goal but i am going to make it this is the summer that i make a change!!!
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