Well had the funeral today. I went to work this morning packing my gym bag but knowing after my lunch hour that myself and another coworker would be going to another coworkers funral today. I did go work out and I was glad that I did, however I came back to work and had to leave for the funeral. I have to say I have never ever been to a funeral to say goodbye to someone sooo young. 37 yearold mother of two killed in a tragic accident. She was in acomo since august 07 and her time was up. Sooo very sad. It hurt to see her family suffering as they stood there and cried. I only thank god that her suffering has ended. She was the most beautiful, super model type girl I have ever met and she lived her life like it was her last everyday...and it makes me wonder is that a sign right there? Well she is laid to rest and now the family has to grieve and move forward. I said a prayer under my breath as I tried to contain my tears. So very difficult. When I came back to work I consummed myself in work and I found myself very very anxious to pick up my son from his after school program...quite more than normal. I was sooo happy to see him today as if I haven't seen him in a year and yet it had only been 7 hours or so. Well, life must go on and I just need to take care of me and my son and try and live life to the fullest. I guess thats the answer. I came home to find out my very good friend and neighbour was home and I noticed that quite a few cars were in her driveway which was very odd. Her mother, the age of 90 was just recently admitted into the hospital..so I decided to call her to make sure everything was okay and sure enough she passed away at the hospital today. .BOY WHAT A DAY!!!However,through all this I have remained focussed on the reason I am here and taking care of myself and I just remind myself that tomorrow is weigh in day and I know I've been very focussed and dedicated. So tomorrow is another day.
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Sorry about the loss of your co-worker and friend. Sometimes things like this do help remind us of what is important in life. It isn't a french fry is it?! You have a wonderful son and you can cherish the moments and the memories you build every day, day by day.
The best gift I have ever received, is the wonderful memories I have of my mama and papa. So make memories and enjoy the time you have with each other. Get healthy so you have more time to enjoy! ;)
07 Feb 08 by member: Janelleas
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**hugs** I do not deal well with grief.. it is a difficult matter of my heart... as with many. I'm sorry for you having to deal with all that you have. I do agree completely with Janelleas... it is matters like these, that remind us of what truly is important in our busy, hectic lives. Get rest, and live your life as your friend did... to the MAX! :)
07 Feb 08 by member: bullytrouble
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So sorry for the bummer day you had.....You and your boy are well and healthy, and must live every moment with as much joy as you can; this is sometimes difficult, but that's life!!!!
07 Feb 08 by member: susieq1941
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