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I have not really seen any weight change in the last four or five days, and while that sort of bugs me because I am so close to a goal, what bugs me more is that I realize that I was obsessing about the weight loss and not focusing on what God had for me. I wasn't depending on food, and it had less control over me because it is no longer my strength and deliverer. I noticed though that I was making myself be god and depending on my own strength in most situations. I made good food choices, but two or three times, I ate dinner coming back for seconds and even thirds, not knowing how much I had eaten in total for fajitas. I need to be wise and walk in the wisdom of God. Stop when I am full, wait until I am hungry to eat again. Panda Express and Wendy's chili made this a very hard struggle. I stopped eating when I was full but began eating again as soon as I did not feel full anymore. I know I wasn't physically hungry, but I was craving God and hungry for more of Him. Sorry Lord!
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115.7 kg
Lost so far: 17.7 kg.
Still to go: 2.3 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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Gaining 0.3 kg a Week
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