bme1980's Journal, 06 Dec 07

well i really am back to my 20 lbs again. I am feeling a little more better for awhile here i have been feeling pretty awful. I just feel really helpless and alone. Its not just about the weight loss there are more things in my life and i just can't seem to get the help i really need. It sucks when you thought there were people in your life that were going to be there aren't there when you need them. I get so tired of always asking for help why can't anyone just offer or just be there because they want to be. I just do not understand. Even though i feel this way i would offer to help but it doesn't seem to be easily reciprocated. man am i in a funk

78.6 kg Lost so far: 9.7 kg.    Still to go: 21.9 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.