Annisworkingonit's Journal, 17 Jun 24

Fake weight courtesy of shock and grief/fight or flight bodily evacuations. John was so proud of what I have achieved so far. Hitting the normal weight milestone was going to be a big deal for me. At the moment food is revolting so am trying to stay hydrated and have some protein drinks. I keep getting the chills and shaking like a leaf. Although having walked this path more than once before , I know there will be light at the end of the tunnel eventually.
70.8 kg Lost so far: 49.0 kg.    Still to go: 7.3 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.

View Diet Calendar, 17 June 2024:
607 kcal Fat: 22.74g | Prot: 53.15g | Carbs: 50.13g.   Breakfast: GNC Wheybolic Classic Vanilla, Orgain Organic Protein Plant Based Protein Powder Creamy Chocolate Fudge. Lunch: Garlic Butter, Shrimp, Egg, Lactantia 18% Table Cream. Dinner: Equate Meal Replacement Shake - Milk Chocolate. Snacks/Other: Gatorade G2 Perform 02 - Cool Blue. more...
Losing 2.0 kg a Week

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17 Jun 24 by member: -Nadja-
Stay strong. For John and for yourself. Hugs.  
17 Jun 24 by member: -MorticiaAddams
The shock of it all is still raw and possibly the reason for your chills. Thoughts & prayers (healing vibes) are with you today & every day as you start this new journey 
17 Jun 24 by member: Val_Lily
lots of love n hugs coming your way, Ann.  
17 Jun 24 by member: doorknocker26
I was gutted to learn of your heartbreaking news. So very very sad. My deepest condolences Ann. Sending you much love. Wish we were all there to give you hugs. Time heals but that measurement of time is different for everyone. Wishing for you strength and an abundance of love and compassion from all who are near and dear to you. Now is the time when you need them most. 💔❤️‍🩹🙏🏻 
17 Jun 24 by member: Patchizz
I am so sorry to hear that and the ensuing trauma from it all. I just read this earlier today and was shocked to hear. Please no there are supporters here. Take care of you. 💔❤️‍🩹 
17 Jun 24 by member: Nplett
Oh my dear FS friend! My heart is breaking for you. Reading all your journal entries, I know how much John meant to you. I can’t fathom the pain of your loss as well as the entire experience. I pray for you as you grieve. 
18 Jun 24 by member: Shelo12
I’ve read through your journals and your experience with loss has brought tears to my eyes. I’m really sorry for your loss and the traumatic way John passed. You have a very strong resilient spirit and I am glad you were able to be there for him in his last days. Take good care of yourself and it sounds like you are trying your best. I’m sorry for your loss. 
20 Jun 24 by member: Amira Loses

     
 

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