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Soooooo, Monday is exactly 2 weeks before the end of the month and it's also the day that I start my first course of Zyban Smoking replacement tablets! I'll still be able to smoke during my first 2 weeks but according to the intructions it's a pleasure inhibitor so the pleasure I get from smoking won't actually be there anymore (hmmmm wonder if it inhibits any other pleasure??? Not good if it does!) which it what causes one to smoke less!! Now, I've decided that the day I actually stop the smoking completely will be the 04th February so at least that's one big decision made! Whew!
I'm starting "The Bean" again as from monday as a warm up to my healthier lifestyle, and I'm also going to start walking around the neighbourhood again - I moved last week so it'll also give me a chance to get to know the area better!
My life has been one great big emotional rollercoaster recently and with these decisions I'm making to better myself in a healthier way, I'm hoping to get a closer grip on the rest of my emotional life! You know, I felt as though I was loosing grip with reality recently but it was only because I was being influenced by the sick games of a sick woman who finds pleasure in causing misery and upset in others lives! Well she no longer has the power to control me or my partner and I will not let her influence us anylonger! Go the power of positivity!
Ohhhhh a vent - I like this better side of me!
Baby steps everyone!
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