heyyy im in the same situation as u are, as is pretty much everyone else on this site!! we're all in this together, we're working toward a common goal!! ive been saying ill start a diet almost every monday for the past year!!! Now, im only 3 days into this one but i know im here to stay. Thhe support on this site is amazing!! im going to work hard to get to goal. It's worth it and you know it, otherwise you wouldnt be here. you made the first step (and im proud of you for that because i know how hard it is) now jsut keep pushing forward!