jenalena's Journal, 10 Sep 10

I'm addicted to this website. I guess that's good, it's keeping me focused on how I'm eating, how I'm acting, and what I'm feeling. I'm struggling with too little calories. One week ago I would have said to myself, "that's a tough problem to have" - but really, I'm scared to eat to cause a craving. When I start eating, it's like that first drink... well, I think I'm missing some whole wheats/grains in my diet. That'll help the calorie levels.

I was looking for an inspiration picture - you know one of those that makes you go "EEEWWWW!!!!" Then I realized that I always have them deleted instantly. So here's one of the pictures that slipped through... my "Before" picture.

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1144 kcal

Fat: 44.93g | Prot: 52.00g | Carbs: 137.57g.   Breakfast: coffee mate, instant oatmeal. Lunch: vitamin water, reser's chicken salad, brocolli, bell peppers, snow peas. Dinner: coleslaw, snow peas, sauted peppers, beef steak. Snacks/Other: dannon light banana yogurt, strawberry, honeydew. more...

2893 kcal

Exercise: Dance (slow step) - 15 minutes, Desk Work - 6 hours, Resting - 9 hours and 45 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...