No, no, don't be disappointed. You had a *right* to that pizza. You have a right to a celebration now and then. You are obviously doing well so don't make yourself feel guilty for something you have done because you, for whatever reason, needed it. Just focus on how well you have done so far, and gently get yourself back on track. And, if before you do so, you feel like another pizza, have it without guilt. Keep up the good work Jade!